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I Ache For the Same
Read more: I Ache For the SameI mythologize you, and I ache for the same. I made you into dragons, into lilac-eyed elves and sorcerers, into Hades, fauns and even eternal embers. I bleed out onto these pages and swirl my fingers in the crimson paint, tracing stars with names that still make my chest ache, even now. I’m the writer…
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Dreams?
Read more: Dreams?I am a faerie woman with sunflowers on her brow, made with patient fingers so that I might have the crown I deserve, though I ask not for worship, only…no. I mustn’t say. Aphrodite running her hands through her hair, laughter like sparks and fireflies in the air. When she twirls beside me, I feel…
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Monster-Girl Heart: An Excerpt
Read more: Monster-Girl Heart: An ExcerptLove: You Were Just A Boy I woke up this morning, coming back from a dream, with your name on my tongue, with your face behind my eyelids- magnified smile. Did any of that really happen? It feels like a dream, like another life, another girl. Where did that go? It isn’t about you, It’s…
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Daughter of _____
Read more: Daughter of _____I am my father’s daughter. It’s in the shape of my face and the way my eyes crinkle up when I laugh. My height and the way I run like an ostrich, that’s all my daddy. It’s the way I spin whimsical stories, and in the way I settle down with a creak of my…
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Fireworks (Literally) – Monster Girl Heart
Read more: Fireworks (Literally) – Monster Girl HeartAnother excerpt from my memoir… Morgana and Warren accompanied me to the park where I was going to meet up with Kael for the fireworks. After texting a bit, we’d decided that this would be kind of a fun double date. I was wearing daisy dukes, a crop top, and sandals; my hair was in…
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Hunting Dragons: Monster-Girl Heart 💜
Read more: Hunting Dragons: Monster-Girl Heart 💜Here’s an excerpt from the memoir I’m working on… enjoy! What do you do when a man you’ve once hooked up with texts you: “I saw a movie with fairies in it and I thought of you ;)”? If you’re me, the self proclaimed Queen of all things Faerie, you melt (even if he’d spelled…
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Mountains and the Underworld – Monster Girl Heart
Read more: Mountains and the Underworld – Monster Girl HeartThere’s a moment in everyone’s story where they think: what the fuck am I doing? This is hurting me. Maybe even, this is fucking killing me. For me, this happened a few times. And each time, instead of stepping away from the flames, I crept a little closer. I wanted to see how near I…
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Monster-Girl Heart – Part 1: The Girl Lost in Dreaming
Read more: Monster-Girl Heart – Part 1: The Girl Lost in Dreaming“Tell me the story again,” I demanded, pulling my cabbage-rose duvet up to my chin and snuggling deeper into the mattress. My mother, half-asleep herself, barely stifled a yawn. “The one about the faerie queens, Alexandria and Elizabethan?” I wrinkled my nose. “No, the one about you and daddy.” My mother sighed, tucking her blonde…
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The Night Penny met the Erinyes
Read more: The Night Penny met the ErinyesI’ve been obsessively working on my memoir or my new novel, The Betwixt. So if you’re into early 2000s nostalgia, emo bands, and reincarnation, you might like this. Cheers 🥂 The bar was nothing special, just a hole in the wall dive bar. The neon blue sign buzzed and flickered, lighting up the faces of…
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Monster-Girl Heart: The First Fall
Read more: Monster-Girl Heart: The First FallBeing sixteen, I thought, was like an artificial Christmas tree: all glitter and no substance, despite the twinkling lights and the promising shine of tinsel. Get a new haircut, start wearing makeup and cute clothing and, what, suddenly I was worthy of attention? I twirled in my short skirts and laughed at the wide eyes…
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Monster Girls and Hearts
Read more: Monster Girls and HeartsI was talking to a friend this week about our inner darkness. About how some people don’t acknowledge that piece of themselves, about how they want to point the finger of blame and justice at the ones who speak in wine-soaked epitaphs and mournful letters. And those people? The finger pointing ones? Those aren’t my…
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall…
Read more: Mirror, mirror, on the wall…What do you see when you look in the mirror? Do you see past, present, future? Do you see a portal to the other realm? Do you see a magical tool? Do you see, merely, your own reflection? Do you know what I see? There’s… a lot there. I have to look past the mess……
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Lascivious delights; from NOLA to me to Ohio?
Read more: Lascivious delights; from NOLA to me to Ohio?I can feel the steam rising off of the cobbled streets, and I find myself dodging puddles of who knows what. The pastel buildings with their iron galleries and dripping tropical flowers seem to shiver as I run my fingers across their bousillage and stucco exteriors. And the air is heavy, almost alive: thick with…
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New Orleans Day 3!
Read more: New Orleans Day 3!This haunted, beautiful, electric city is already close to my heart. And day 3? It was full of adventures: haunted dolls, witchy shops, a local named Willy with all the historical tea, a cooking class, and some fantastic jazz music. First and foremost: we had to have coffee. Luckily, whatever spirit haunted this place that…
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New Orleans: A Honeymoon. Day 1 & 2
Read more: New Orleans: A Honeymoon. Day 1 & 2Exploring New Orleans through food and ghosts!
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Music Blog Part 3
Read more: Music Blog Part 3Sometimes, the only thing that saved me was music… and reinvention. “Free Falling” by Tom Petty– I saw my dad before he died. I don’t mean that I held his hand as the light faded away, or that I saw his last breath leave his body, or that I was there when he coded 1,…
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Music Blog Part 2…
Read more: Music Blog Part 2…I am probably one of the most sentimental people you’ll ever meet. I rarely hold onto items and clothing, though. For me, it’s all about words: the ones I have written and the ones people have written to me – and about me. I have binders full of letters, carefully preserved. I have boxes filled…
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My WIP… A New Version of Demons and Captives!
Read more: My WIP… A New Version of Demons and Captives!Hey friends, I’ve been quiet for too long. The truth is I was in a major writer’s block and I was very busy in my personal life (getting married, planning, house hunting, mental health stuff). And then one day, BAM, this totally new version of my current WIP hit me like lightning and I knew…
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Songs and Memories: Part 1
Read more: Songs and Memories: Part 1Music can take you anywhere. Maybe a certain song comes on and you’re a child again, watching your mother sing into a broom with her bright, booming voice, eyes sparkling with joy and mischief. Maybe you are in the rain, your heart leaking out of your chest and onto your too-colorful rainboots, wondering if the…